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Friday, February 25, 2005

.jus came home frm camp... Absolutely burnt frm camp.. n i mean it.. geez.. ttly terrible... 'chao ta' alrd larx~! *grumbles* skin peelin badly.. esp on my face.. so sickening.. :S yra.. n sorrie for not bloggin in such a looonngg time yra.. :P

Camp was... hm... okie? did belayin at jbac for bb sec two days.. tts how i become sooo dark... n past 3 days was macpherson sec camp.. it was.. don really noe how to describe.. probly coz the activities done were diff or @ diff camp site.. i dono.. did trekking at ubin.. n had high elements @ mayfair.. slept at their sch too...
the sch compound is like uber huge larz.. so many hidin places.. have to watch e students so carefully..

my grp gurls were quite alrite.. but some of the boys don mix wif them.. the hike was somewt
okie.. but outdoor cooking had problems gettin the fire started. As we were by beach.. so really strong wind.. nonetheless.. we could start up the fire stil.. completed 3 of the 5 checkpoints.. which i think was okie... since they didnt really walk very fast.. yupz..

second day went to may AC... n think the enjoyed themselves most on the zipline.. ttly screwed up was the belaying man...this was wt happend...
like usually there'll be trainers to do the belayin for the students, however this time round... the sch wanted their own students to have belay sch.. wth.. thing was some of the students.. didnt actually learn or rather absorb necessary points when belayin.. was watchin my own grp belayer.. somewt okie.. buts aaron's grp was couldnt make it.. n bob asked me to go over to teach them stead.. so fed up siah... was deciding to do the belaying instead.. but was not wearing harness.. had to pull my grp's belayer over.. cockup man... make me worried for the students climbing..
they had to do campfire prep.. n my clz.. didnt do really well.. jus too bad larz.. since they cant co- operate wif each other larz..
campfire wasnt the best either.. probly the students were too shag too... i dono..

but i think the worst was things like.. they onli had 3 MINS to bath.. how sad rite? no choice.. not nuf time... u shld see when its shower time.. geez.. n the students.. sometimes really cannot listen to simple instructions..
nzway its over.. n i made a few mistakes too... there so much more tt i need to learn okiez.. hiez.. mus learn frm the more ex trainers.. yupx..
still hopin could take sis's camp.. bleahz...

i'm ttly tired now.. shall blog again laz.. :)

Germaine.J.W

UNoeICantsmileWithot U...

you are my only
my only one;
6:15 PM

At a crossword
after a dismal experience,
all sad memories again
sorry for everything, its just the uncertainties.

In my thoughts
constantly thinkin`
If its better to have someone,
you love
or to another that loves you?

When i see you with another,
a ting of jealousy just overwhelms
yet at times when im alone,
the only one that comes to mind is you

Sorry for the unwillingness
to even try
the stories of you from afar
thinkin' that we are poles apart
with huge differences in all ways. following my head
instead of my <3

I may jus give in one day,
I do not know.
but perhaps, you've given ur love
to someone else
and maybe...
it'll be best for you & me

-M3-

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