Sumbody mentioned tt i've changed... not exactly change for worse or anything.. but.. i think they sense this coz i've begun to loss my optimism... the 1 tt always keep my spirits up.. yra.. i guess.. its jus the phrase of noeing reality?... to face the obstacles tt lie puts u thru... perennial suffering it seems... Such stuff never really bothers me in the past... coz i'll always noe tt life isnt jus bout wtever bad tts happening.. theres still lotsa miracles waiting to discover.. nothin is te end yet... as my fren says when God closes a door... another will be open up for u... yea.. exactly wts weighin me down.. i'm clueless... it could be the A's.. but theres got to be more thn tt.. i'm stumped... i starting to loss the 'life' in me.. so it seems.. being so indifferent... exanimate... at the same time... i dono.. i'm i losin my self? or izit.. tt is time to 'grow up' be mature.. i have always been neophobe.. why the change.. i smile to myself.. not knowing y.. really..
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