hmz... lifes been so weird.. its like a whole new turning point.. but not a gd 1 though..
its jus been a funny feelin since the last few weeks.. n is still is.. the feelin of helpless..n restless...wif so many things ta do yet.. u find no point in doin them..
Christmas used to mean so much more.. but now.. it almost seem so insignificant..i jus be glad ta be home on christmas wif my family..tts all i ask.. i really have this feelin that i dono wt ta do bout my life.. i mean.. i'm like so afraid bout so many things.. so many.. it could be some adverse effect frm fredrick(my cousin, dn ask wt)... but really y?.. was not really close ta him it all feels so loss...
Aiyah.. dono lar.. wt crap.. geez.. i really gotta sit down n think bout it.. i'm tired.. not physically.. but mentally... ya..
.....:::gErM@InE J@nELLe WoNg